hey h0 ! haha . change skin . planning t0 change again c0s something is wrong wiv d tagboard !!!! ishh ! buat penat jer . hiiishhh !!! yest late fr skool AGAIN .. den hv to wait outside the General Office . fr0m 7.30 till 8.45 .. Leong siang2 da call my mum .. den aft tt cikgu Siti plak call . siak ajer . hahaha . den sundram plak wana call . ah give up ah .. asek2 gi skola lambat padehal umah pat sebelah jer . hmm .. todae is Teachers day ! hehe . the concert terok ah . tk gerek ah . wadever the hell ah . arghh ~ geram .. my frend showed me her blog . i saw . yes i saw . n i was like . gosh ! wad siiak . why the fuck am i called a bitch ? why cant she jus come forward to me ? scared ? wadever lah . name calling zaman budak2 eh feeq . i duno ah wad to say . pissed off . nvr been called a bitch bt bcos of one guy im called a bitch . yeah , a bitch . wad does a bitch mean ? woahh ! maaany2 many2 diff meanings . bt why bitch ? why nt slut or whore or prostitute ? im nt up to tt standard ? hell yeah im nt ! so dont fucking talk shit behind my back ! tk suker bleh ckp kn . luckily my best frend tell to cool it off .. or else , revenge is SWEET .

Yeahh ! Dayah helped me to edit my pics ! Thank you.. Trying to find neww blog skin . Getting tired of this one . Haha . Hmm .. On Tuesday Malek went to the Slipknot gig . Busted sia he lie to my mom . I`m gona tell mom ! Hahahaha . He got the Slipknot guitar pic and a giant poster . Fucken big sia . He already gt GC pic then want this one some more . Today got scolded by Loeng again . Why uh , everyday if see her alwaex must fight ? Haiss don`t know leh . Have to bear with it fr another 3 months ! And my late-coming record have improved . I don`t think I`m one of the top ten anymore . So tk gerek . Hahaha . I think today my entry will be short . Wana sleep !!! So sleepy .. When am I never sleepy .. Okay ah , Chiowx !

At least he doesn't call me "IDA BODOH! IDA BODOH!" anymore. Not anymore. When he said that it really hurts me and I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to.

*<3 <3 <3 , Ery*

I have a brother. But that doesn't mean I only have one brother. I have got 2 to be precise. But today I am going to talk about one of my brother, Malik. He is the typical type of brother you see around. The way he treats you as a younger sister. The one who likes to bully you. The one who orders you around. The one who threatens to beat you up if you dare to tell your mother that he didn't attend school. The one who hallucinates your mother to disallow you to go out but he himself enjoys his night out with his friends. I was the younger sister. And still am. He is the one whom I feel like killing. We love to fight, you see. But that was before. Now as we grow older, we started to see things in a different way. I started to love him, for he have a very unique feature which is buried deep down inside of him; a nice and caring gentle giant. We shared our problems in our love life. I told him every single part of my love life -- from my crushes to my admirers, and to my loved ones. And he told me his too. He have also reminded me that never to trust guys. He gave me advices on the guys out there. When I told him about a guy, he said, "Don't go for this kind of guys. I know him. He's not good." But hey, I've got my own life dude. I didn't listen to his advice and did the opposite, when one day I came home, lost in tears and feeling dejected. I should have listened to him. I fell for sweet chanting words which are just so untrue. Yes, guys just cannot be trusted. Well at least SOME. You know who you are if you are reading this. The you could be any guy who have done this. I just don't understand why. The ones I used to trust before are now insincere and unfaithful. Dating with other girls when you yourself are already attached. You think your girlfriend didn't know? Well she will know, that is after I tell her. You have already broken the lady's heart. And not forgetting shattering her hopes and dreams. You said you are devoted to her, will love her all your life or even say the ridiculous, "I would die without you." Well you know what, that is all bullshit. I feel foolish. Stupid. Used. Well that's okay because I won't be as weak and gullible the next time round. If you don't get my point, it means that I'm not going to sit around acting like a stupid cunt but to stand up for my rights and be strong. GO ERY !!!

fuck siia .. todae was a fucking bad dae . bad bad dae . bt luckily its nt FRIDAY THE 13th . gt my malay O level results . fuck siiak .. i dint get wad i aimed fr n i studied hard fr it .. its loike , all my hopes are shattered n i tot i cudnt make it animore . in d hall everyone rushed to see their grades . wen i get to see i was so shocked den suddenly i was so crying . i fuckingly dint expect to get tt kinda grade . B3 is so nt gd enuff .. worse still , i hav studied reali2 hard fr it . i duno wtf went wrong . B3 is worse than F9 cos its loike in d middle between d pass and average . to others it might be enuff bt to me its nt ! i planning to retake .. yeah .. n i dont tink its a blardee waste of time . as long as i get wad i aimed fr den im satisfied . den aft all those fucking crying n sobbings wiv az , i finally gathered my courage to face up to the O level stupid shietss .. n den aft skool is my O level eng . loike wtf siak . todae is d fucking big dae . its all abt O level .. bt i screwed up d last part of d conv. i actually cudnt hear wad d invigilators said bt i jus sumbatkn jer la .. bla bla bla .. haiishh .. wtf wtf wtf . i wonder hw nima n nadia are doin ...........

my gawdd ~ im SICKK . nt as in im sickkening bt im reali SICKK . i`ve gt cold n flu n cough . tell me hw much worse it cn get . hate beiin SICKK !! wake up onie voice change loike man voice . da break ah . cheyywahh .. cant stop sneezing n coughing . n i havent eaten any medicine for d past few daes tt im SICKK . n d virus is getting to my brain i cn feel it ! pain sia my head .. n i jussss ate panadol . n its reali kicking in i feel abit drowsy .. i guess .. haha . jus nw watched d coral concert band perform at paragon wiv idz , fadz n fiQah . i promised shu feng already tt i wud b der . n i did ! haha . xue jing complained tt im late . hehe . n shahid .. he tried to talk to me bt i simply gave quick replies . hahaha . badd eryy .. wana tell him some stuffs bt some tings are better left untold . haha . took many2 snapshots . and ah , some grrl came up to us and took our no. and gave us a business card called "iMODELLING" . suckky . will nvr pose or be a model . yuck yuck . if she call i will nvr wana pickk up d phone . so , reached hm todae at 7.30 aft meeting mommay . btw , thx fadz ! n especially YOU , fiQah !! hahaha . woii fiQah ! gi upload gambar laju2 beh kasi aku kaes !

bad day bad day bad day !! to start it off , todae aku puasa . yess ! i fast ! fasting is gd . cn lose weight easily n be thinner . commercials cud present d notion tt fasting is gd fr those weight-concious pple . hahahaha . den tt bastard leong make ida cry . den i fire up at her n kena lecture . mostly cos of latecoming n all tt shiet . all tt takes up abt .. abt 1/2 n hour i guess . arghh !! gona go crazee fr another 3 months ! n den im outta coral . bt i adore her as my maths tcher , nt my form tcher ! dint mean to b rebellious at her bt stupid words jus come outta my mouth without me realising it n den she sae tt i said someting tt makes her angry . den wen i tink back , i nvr said aniting . hahaha . tts hw u feel wen ur angry . so shietty . tt was d furs tcher tt i rebel to . bt d weather is nwice todae . i loike rainy daes .. its soothing . =)